Someone Says...

If you are kind and funny,
I'll make you my honey...
If you are caring and smart,
I'll make you my sweetheart...

Sunday, December 19, 2010

How Am I?

Well, since I got back the only thing I enjoy is eating the delicious foodsss *heavenly food cooked by my mum* and play games, watch TV, play games and.. EAT!
I got nothing to do today except worrying about my assignments that I have not touch!
I wanted to complete them so badly!
But whyyyy!!! whyyyy!!! Why cant I just do it?
I rather do nothing than completing my assignments which is bad..
End up, Google-ing I like google-ing!
for eating too much and I just realize..I might have C.E.D. =.=
Compulsive Eating Disorder!
An article in the website states that:
Compulsive eaters feel incapable of controlling how much or how often they eat. They may feel unable to stop eating, eat very fast, eat when they're not hungry, eat when they're only alone, or eat nearly non-stop throughout the day.
OMG!!!! Its completely true on me! but..

Causes of Compulsive Overeating

There are many factors that can influence the onset of compulsive eating disorder, including family history, metabolism, developmental factors, and personality factors. Some people seem to develop compulsive eating patterns as a way to cope with such feelings as stress, helplessness, or anxiety.

I don't have that..LOL!
Life is complicated!

Tuesday, December 14, 2010

Holiday-Back Home

Homeeeee Sweeeeeeeeet Homeeeee!
Yes..!but is it really sweet?
It's sweet that I have a complete home & family -completely comfortable at home-
Especially my bed Ahhh...
But wait? Is it sweet to stay at home whole day and doing things that I don't want to do?
Urhhh..! I'm kinda sick of not having my own authority to make my own decisions..
Why? I'm too young? Am I too young? *speechless*
I understand that I'm cared and being loved but..there is a limit before I explode >.<
I coloured this picture myself! :D Nice?
Merry Christmas!
These are two cute students that I took picture with!

They made me feel like having them as my kids! >.<
Heheheee...

Wednesday, October 6, 2010

Just For Fun!

"People say nothing is impossible, but I do nothing every day."

Roses are red violets are blue, God made me pretty, what happened to you?

Heaven won't take me and hell's afraid I'll take over. That's why I'm on Earth.

Tuesday, October 5, 2010

Just For Fun!

What do I do when I see someone EXTREMELY GORGEOUS? I STARE, I SMILE, AND WHEN I GET TIRED...I PUT THE MIRROR DOWN

There is no such thing as a stupid question, just stupid people who ask questions.

One night a father overheard his son saying his prayers "God
bless Mommy and Daddy and Grammy. Goodbye Grampa."

Well, the father thought it was strange, but he soon forgot
about it. The next day, the Grandfather died. About a month or
two later the father heard his son saying his prayers again "God
bless Mommy and Daddy. Goodbye Grammy."

The next day the grandmother died. Well, the father was getting
more than a little worried about the whole situation. Two weeks
later, the father once again overheard his sons prayers. "God
Bless Mommy. Good bye Daddy."

This alone nearly gave the father a heart attack. He didn't say
anything but he got up early to go to work, so that he would
miss the traffic. He stayed all through lunch and dinner.
Finally after midnight he went home. He was still alive! When he
got home he apologized to his wife. "I am sorry Honey. I had a
very bad day at work today." "You think you've had a bad day?
YOU THINK YOU'VE HAD A BAD DAY!?", the wife yelled, "The mailman
dropped dead on my doorstep this morning!"


I'm a nobody, nobody is perfect, therefore I am perfect!

I look at the stars and I see you,
I look at the moon and I see you,
I look at the trees and I see you,
Please step aside, you are blocking my view.

A girl phoned me and said...Come on over there's nobody home. I went over... Nobody was home!

Just For Fun!

How To Get Out Of A Traffic Ticket!

A police officer pulls a guy over for speeding and has the following exchange:

Officer: May I see your driver's license?
Driver: I don't have one. I had it suspended when I got my 5th DUI.

Officer: May I see the owner's card for this vehicle?
Driver: It's not my car. I stole it.

Officer: The car is stolen?
Driver: That's right. But come to think of it, I think I saw the owner's card in the glove box when I was putting my gun in there.

Officer: There's a gun in the glove box?
Driver: Yes sir. That's where I put it after I shot and killed the woman who owns this car and stuffed her in the trunk.

Officer: There's a BODY in the TRUNK?!?!?
Driver: Yes, sir.

Hearing this, the officer immediately called his captain. The car was quickly surrounded by police, and the captain approached the driver to handle the tense situation:

Captain: Sir, can I see your license?
Driver: Sure. Here it is.

It was valid.

Captain: Who's car is this?
Driver: It's mine, officer. Here's the owner's card.

The driver owned the car.

Captain: Could you slowly open your glove box so I can see if there's a gun in it?
Driver: Yes, sir, but there's no gun in it.

Sure enough, there was nothing in the glove box.

Captain: Would you mind opening your trunk? I was told you said there's a body in it.
Driver: No problem.

Trunk is opened; no body.

Captain: I don't understand it. The officer who stopped you said you told him you didn't have a license, stole the car, had a gun in the glovebox, and that there was a dead body in the trunk.

Driver: Yeah, I'll bet the lying s.o.b. told you I was speeding, too!

Last night I was looking at the stars and I wondered... where the hell's my ceiling!

Just For Fun!

15 THINGS TO MAKE YOUR PARENTS THINK YOU'RE INSANE!!
1. Follow them around the house everywhere.
2. Moo when they say your name.
3. Run into walls.
4. Say that wearing clothes is against your religion.
5. Stand over them at four in the morning with a huge grin on your face and say, good morning sunshine
6. Pluck someone's hair out and yell, "DNA"
7. Wear a sticker that says, "I’m a retard"
8. Have 20 imaginary friends that you talk to all the time.
9. In public yell, "No Mom/Dad, I will not make out with you!!"
10. Do what they actually tell you.
11. Jump off the roof, trying to fly.
12. Hold their hand and whisper to them, I see dead people.
13. At everything they say yell, Liar.
14. Try to swim in the floor.
15. Tap on their door all night.

If you think you are fat, you are not, silly!
You are in shape. Round is a shape. =)

Friday, September 17, 2010

Missing Home, Family, Friends & You

If I had a single flower for every time I think about you, I could walk forever in my garden. ~Claudia Ghandi~

If my heart had wings I would fly to you and lie beside you as you dream. - Faith Hill-

I think of you with every waking moment of my life and dream of you with every dream that I have..

You are the sun in my day, the wind in my sky, the waves in my ocean and the beat in my heart...


You may be out of my sight... but never out of my mind...

Wednesday, September 15, 2010

Notes

I need a sticky note in my laptop!!!

Anyone wants to recommend?

Note for MYSELF ::
‘What’s the best way to improve teaching? Focus on
learning. And the best way to increase learning?
Move the focus off the teacher and onto the student’
(David Kolb)


‘Let the beginning and the end of our didactic be:
seek and find the methods where the teacher teaches
less but they who sit in the desks, learn more. Let
schools have less rush, less antipathy and less vain
effort, but more well-being, convenience and
permanent gain’ (Jan Amos Comenius, 1632)

‘We do not understand and then use, but we
understand as we use and we use as we come
to understand. The process of constructing
understanding is thus, not only circular, but also
endless’ (Antonio Bettencourt)


Friday, September 10, 2010

Happy RAYA!

I Had A Great RAYA This Year :)


Visited my friend..
We had class reunion!
and it turned out to be GREAT! :D
At least..12 of us are there out of 40 =.=
Better than only 5..hahaa!!!
Planning to have Reunion on DECEMBER!!!
Hope it will turn out to be better <3

Sunday, September 5, 2010

MidValley

Went to MidValley with two of my friends-->
Celine, Me & Tracy ;)
Awww...this dog is cute right?
Look so innocent..Like ME! xP
Its so fluffy I'M GONNA DIEEEE! xD *from Despicable Me ;)*

In the Cinema, we watched The Expendables..
Nice..especially the WEAPON! Lol~ *kinda violence :P
I Enjoyed myself but..
Very Very Very Tired when i reached hostel..
Waited for Shuttle Bus to go LRT station for half and hour..LOL!
End up in KTM to LRT to Taxi to Hostel..LONGGGG JOURNEY BACK :D




How Do I Look? x)

Sunday, August 22, 2010

Back to KL =|

I'm back in KL..Yea..
Been down afew days..
  1. No appetite..
  2. Sleepless nights..
  3. Missing home..
  4. Missing everyone..
  5. EMO =.=
Here are two things I would like to say:

My heart longs for you, my soul dies for you,
my eyes cry for you, my empty arms reach out for you...

I don't like to see the one I love happy with "somebody else"
but I surely hate it more to see the one I love unhappy with me..
sighs..

Friday, August 20, 2010

Story told by my dad :D


A dog wants to cross the desert, so he took water, food and everything that he needed. After a few days, people started to search for him as he did not successfully crossed the desert. They found him DEAD.

Do you know why...?

It was because he could not change the way he urinate as there were nothing for him to put his leg on and urinate. He has not urinate for days so he past away. The reason is kinda weird but THAT'S THE REASON :D

Always Do Try To Change Yourself In Certain Things
so that you could adapt yourself in different environment =)

One of the ways are..
People usually brush their teeth when they wake up early in the morning then only they eat their breakfast..
try to wake up every morning and eat your breakfast before you brush your teeth.
Why do people brushes their teeth before they eat their breakfast?
Why don't people brush their teeth after they eat their breakfast again?
Have you ever thought about that? :)

Tuesday, August 17, 2010

If U're in a relationship, married or none, read this. U'll know why at the end.

MARRIAGE

When I got home that night as my wife served dinner, I held her hand and said, I've got something to tell you. She sat down and ate quietly. Again I observed the hurt in her eyes.

Suddenly I didn't know how to open my mouth. But I had to let her know what I was thinking. I want a divorce. I raised the topic calmly.

She didn't seem to be annoyed by my words, instead she asked me softly, why?

I avoided her question. This made her angry. She threw away the chopsticks and shouted at me, you are not a man! That night, we didn't talk to each other. She was weeping. I knew she wanted to find out what had happened to our marriage. But I could hardly give her a satisfactory answer; she had lost my heart to Jane. I didn't love her anymore. I just pitied her!

With a deep sense of guilt, I drafted a divorce agreement which stated that she could own our house, our car, and 30% stake of my company.

She glanced at it and then tore it into pieces. The woman who had spent ten years of her life with me had become a stranger. I felt sorry for her wasted time, resources and energy but I could not take back what I had said for I loved Jane so dearly. Finally she cried loudly in front of me, which was what I had expected to see. To me her cry was actually a kind of release. The idea of divorce which had obsessed me for several weeks seemed to be firmer and clearer now.

The next day, I came back home very late and found her writing something at the table. I didn't have supper but went straight to sleep and fell asleep very fast because I was tired after an eventful day with Jane.

When I woke up, she was still there at the table writing. I just did not care so I turned over and was asleep again.

In the morning she presented her divorce conditions: she didn't want anything from me, but needed a month's notice before the divorce. She requested that in that one month we both struggle to live as normal a life as possible. Her reasons were simple: our son had his exams in a month's time and she didn't want to disrupt him with our broken marriage.

This was agreeable to me. But she had something more, she asked me to recall how I had carried her into out bridal room on our wedding day.

She requested that every day for the month's duration I carry her out of our bedroom to the front door ever morning. I thought she was going crazy. Just to make our last days together bearable I accepted her odd request.

I told Jane about my wife's divorce conditions. . She laughed loudly and thought it was absurd. No matter what tricks she applies, she has to face the divorce, she said scornfully.

My wife and I hadn't had any body contact since my divorce intention was explicitly expressed. So when I carried her out on the first day, we both appeared clumsy. Our son clapped behind us, daddy is holding mommy in his arms. His words brought me a sense of pain. From the bedroom to the sitting room, then to the door, I walked over ten meters with her in my arms. She closed her eyes and said softly; don't tell our son about the divorce. I nodded, feeling somewhat upset. I put her down outside
the door. She went to wait for the bus to work. I drove alone to the office.

On the second day, both of us acted much more easily. She leaned on my chest. I could smell the fragrance of her blouse. I realized that I hadn't looked at this woman carefully for a long time. I realized she was not young any more. There were fine wrinkles on her face, her hair was graying! Our marriage had taken its toll on her. For a minute I wondered what I had done to her.

On the fourth day, when I lifted her up, I felt a sense of intimacy returning. This was the woman who had given ten years of her life to me.

On the fifth and sixth day, I realized that our sense of intimacy was growing again. I didn't tell Jane about this. It became easier to carry her as the month slipped by. Perhaps the everyday workout made me stronger.

She was choosing what to wear one morning. She tried on quite a few dresses but could not find a suitable one. Then she sighed, all my dresses have grown bigger. I suddenly realized that she had grown so thin, that was the reason why I could carry her more easily.

Suddenly it hit me... she had buried so much pain and bitterness in her heart. Subconsciously I reached out and touched her head.

Our son came in at the moment and said, Dad, it's time to carry mom out. To him, seeing his father carrying his mother out had become an essential part of his life. My wife gestured to our son to come closer and hugged him tightly. I turned my face away because I was afraid I might change my mind at this last minute. I then held her in my arms, walking from the bedroom, through the sitting room, to the hallway. Her hand surrounded my neck softly and naturally. I held her body tightly; it was just like our wedding day.

But her much lighter weight made me sad. On the last day, when I held her in my arms I could hardly move a step. Our son had gone to school. I held her tightly and said, I hadn't noticed that our life lacked intimacy.

I drove to office.... jumped out of the car swiftly without locking the door. I was afraid any delay would make me change my mind...I walked upstairs. Jane opened the door and I said to her, Sorry, Jane, I do not want the divorce anymore.

She looked at me, astonished, and then touched my forehead. Do you have a fever? She said. I moved her hand off my head. Sorry, Jane, I said, I won't divorce. My marriage life was boring probably because she and I didn't value the details of our lives, not because we didn't love each other anymore. Now I realize that since I carried her into my home on our wedding day I am supposed to hold her until death do us apart.

Jane seemed to suddenly wake up. She gave me a loud slap and then slammed the door and burst into tears. I walked downstairs and drove away.

At the floral shop on the way, I ordered a bouquet of flowers for my wife. The salesgirl asked me what to write on the card. I smiled and wrote, I'll carry you out every morning until death do us apart.

That evening I arrived home, flowers in my hands, a smile on my face, I run up stairs, only to find my wife in the bed - dead.
My wife had been fighting CANCER for months and I was so busy with Jane to even notice. She knew that she would die soon and she wanted to save me from the whatever negative reaction from our son, in case we push thru with the divorce.-- At least, in the eyes of our son--- I'm a loving husband....

The small details of your lives are what really matter in a relationship. It is not the mansion, the car, property, the money in the bank. These create an environment conducive for happiness but cannot give happiness in themselves. So find time to be your spouse's friend and do those little things for each other that build intimacy. Do have a real happy marriage!

If you don't share this, nothing will happen to you.

If you do, you just might save a marriage.
Many of life's failures are people who did not realize how close they were to success when they gave up.

A CHRIST-CENTERED MARRIAGE IS A MARRIAGE THAT IS SURE TO LAST A LIFETIME.

So then, they are no longer two but one flesh. Therefore what God has joined together, let not man separate. Matthew 19:6.

By Stephanie Halmilton

Sunday, August 15, 2010

I'm Back in BM ;)

I'm back! HOME SWEET HOME
Updates:
1st: Back in Blog after sooo long :D
My brother graduated..

I completed and graduated..from Diploma in learning and teaching ^.^
As you can see..Thats my bro's flowers, hat, scroll..
I don't have graduation day...YET! :D
I have only 2 weeks holidays..like..WHAT!!??
haih.. sad :'( People usually ask..How are you? Hows your studies?
Fine thanks..like that looooooo..
*silence*
Bye..

Monday, May 17, 2010

I Wanna Grow Old With You


It all began about 60 years ago,
On a very special summers day,
For two unexpected teenage kids,
Love was about to come their way.

Boy meets girl, things move quick,
Nobody gave their love a chance,
It's been seen a million times before,
Just another hopeless young romance.

But for this couple it was different,
Since day one it was meant to be,
It was that forever fairytale happiness,
The kind you can only see on T.V.

One day she looked at him and asked,
"What is it with your life you'd like to do?"
He gently kissed her forehead and said,
"Sweetheart, I dream to grow old with you"

Smiling because they were so in love,
Suddenly he got down on one knee,
Pulled out a beautiful diamond ring,
And asked "Princess, will you marry me?"

Tears falling from her big brown eyes,
It was a yes as she nodded her head,
And just seven short months later,
These two teenage kids were wed.

They bought a house and settled down,
Got pregnant and gave birth to a little girl,
How is it at just twenty-three years old,
They could have everything in the world.

For fifty years their lives were perfect,
As grandchildren grew the love did too,
But with a simple trip to the doctor,
The future suddenly held a different view.

He was diagnosed with bone cancer,
The doctors didn't give him very long,
He fought with everything he had left,
But at eighty, he wasn't very strong.

As he lay in a hospital bed about to die,
Hand in hand with his best friend and wife,
He said "I want you to know since Nineteen,
You've been my everything, my whole life"

With tears falling from her big brown eyes,
She asked "did all of your dreams come true?"
He kissed her forehead and with his final breath,
Said "Of course princess, I grew old with you"

Tuesday, April 6, 2010

Hometown =\

Few weeks ago..I attended a workshop in Fairview International School.
From there i learnt alot..felt like I really want to be part of it.
Now? I GOT IT! I start to think..Is it really the right place for my future?
Its a rush! Today is 7th April..and I have to report in on 12 April!
I'll be studying there for 4months..then they'll see my results (this will see whether i'll continue to get the scholarship anot) WISH ME LUCK! >.<
Took some pics that day =)
I have to start to love it since im going there.. =D
Hope it loves me too..
so that everything will goes on well!
This is me and my sister ;) she followed me down to KL

This is me and my cousin! Thx to her family & her..me and my sis had place to stay!
Do u realise the difference?*two pictures above*


TAI-CHI! lol~

I'm not brave enough to leave my hometown(BM) & so many things behind..
HELP ME!

Monday, March 29, 2010

Hurt & Confused


One word can just make your heart been stab for like 100 times and it will never cure..
not just from outside..Inside you'll feel worst
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Two days ago, I've attended a workshop.
They'll provide scholarship.
For 4 months, then see your results..
If it went down..scholarship might be just *poof* GONE!
Thats one of the problem..
Another problem was far away from home..
I know someday I'll leave home..but i never thought its so soon..
Not only far from family..but also friends and everything i had before..
Every night I have difficulties in slping..
so afraid that THAT day will come.


Saturday, February 13, 2010

Happy CNY & Valentine's Day!


I wish everyone in the world HAPPY CHINESE NEW YEAR 2010!
I'm not clever in saying anything..Haha!
Just hope that it's a better year for everyone,
which brings more luck and happiness :)

Time to let go the past and LOOK FORWARD!
For a better life!
Not to forget!
Enjoy getting lots of ANG PAOSSSS!
and Mandarin Oranges =D
Last but not least,
Happy Valentine's Day to all the happy couples in this world.
May you all stay forever,
and live happily ever after!
Do love each other forever <3

Tuesday, February 9, 2010

Love Is In The Air

Found this picture..
so cute!!!! :D


Blue love birds..

Wednesday, February 3, 2010

Yday I can't slp!!!! >.<
AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH!!!
Keep wake up, slp, wake up, slp @_@
I'm sick of it!!!
Till 6 am I'm able to slp nicely..till 11am =.=
It's not enough!!! @_@
And I'm sick..terribly sick..
Having terrible horrible and unbearable flu..
I still have to go work today at 4pm
Uh..cant even how can I survive later ~.~
It is like a spring attach to my head now..
Boing..Boing..Boing..
Its So Heavy!
tat it might drop anytime..

Monday, February 1, 2010

Status

IM CONFUSED!!! >.<
I don't know what to do! ARGHHHH!!!!!
I hate 2010 =\
coz 2009 ends badly..
2010 starts worst!
Hopefully..2010 ends well :)

Sunday, January 31, 2010

Time Flies..

AH! Like what had been written on the tittle of this post..
TIME FLIES~~~
It's February now!!!
CNY is coming soon..Valentine's Day too :)
Hmm..most couple will be unhappy this year..
Coz first day of CNY is on Valentine's Day?
Everyone is busy on the first day of CNY especially..chinese! Of course =.=
Alot of things happen since 1st January :D
So far..been busy working in
KUMON, playing GAMES, watching DRAMAS~
went to KL during Dec :P
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These days I was worried..thinking where can I apply for Universities/Colleges?
Anyone? Help =) I have very little knowledge :P

Its gonna be MARCH!!! This means..SPM RESULTS!!! >.< *shivers*
Hmm..what else?

Working Hours
Sunday: OFF!
Monday: OFF!
Tuesday: 10am-12pm, 4pm-10pm
Wednesday: OFF!
Thursday: 4pm-10pm
Friday: 10am-12pm, 4pm-10pm
Saturday: 9.30am-5pm
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Anyone free..?can call me go kai kai when im off! :D